this explains a lot, people are human they mess up we make mistakes and we may seem disgusting un some people eyes, but aye! we're only human.

when i was...

when i was in the 5th grade i want to be a firefighter wearing a green firefight suit and a red and yellow water hose taking out a locked up pig in a burning house or farm.

when i was in the 6th grade the WNBA was calling my name to wear their unifrom and be their star player, it stayed that way until i was in the 10th grade where i am at the moment

now i want to be a doctor i want to save people lives, who need the fame just to have to money and the attention? are they really saving lives at the end of the day??

when i was younger i didnt think about that stuff but now i can see the doze of reality

definiton of a REAL FRIEND

they dont judge you
Dont talk behing your back than be a friend in your face,when your down, they pick u up no matter what
if someone trying to start something with you or fight you, their right behind you fighting with you
they be real with you if your in the wrong
they dont judge you off who u like or love
at the end of the day they know its yall against the world
you can go to them about anything and everything
and if their down u do the exact thing for them

the stupidest thing i ever done

i think the stupidest thing i ever done was to actually let myself believe certain people ever after they lied to me after i caught them in a lie, andi start back talking to them like nothing ever happened. you see i like to forget stuff and give people benefit of the doupt but they dont take advantage of it they ust prove me wrong agin and than i dont trust my own decisions. why do i keep doing that? i dont know if u ask my heart it would say because i want them to change so it could be like we.re in a fairy talr but i guess all fairy tales it a doze of reality

teen pregnancy

i wonder why people get pregnant at such a young age, they dont see that they are wishing thier life away by having another human being. You wont be able to have any fun or time to yourself unless you give the baby up for adoption or get an abortion. So why will you lay on your back for 15 minutes of pleasure for a life time changed becuase you wanted to do what you wanted, and now your paying the price and probably dont know ho the daddy is, with a possibillity its 5 different guys becasue you got drunk a the club and left a drink so someone drugged up your drink and no telling how many poeple raped you that night.

people now-a-days

poeple like to play with people emotions and HIT THEM like they are just a zoo animal and dont have feelings,  truth is ANIMALS HAVE FEELINGS TOO. people isn't considerate now-a-days and i dislike that and one day when i be mean to them they not going to like that and im going to act like i dont care. than im going to be looked at like im the bad person when im not, so should i keep being there friend or give them what they want?

just something on my mind

so i admit this semester in school I SLACKED cause i got to the point i just want to chill and have fun and if I have something fun to do at the moment than school work odds are im going to actually do something over school work. am i regretting that no and yes. than again who cares cause im young.