the stupidest thing i ever done

i think the stupidest thing i ever done was to actually let myself believe certain people ever after they lied to me after i caught them in a lie, andi start back talking to them like nothing ever happened. you see i like to forget stuff and give people benefit of the doupt but they dont take advantage of it they ust prove me wrong agin and than i dont trust my own decisions. why do i keep doing that? i dont know if u ask my heart it would say because i want them to change so it could be like we.re in a fairy talr but i guess all fairy tales it a doze of reality